i'm begging you
because i know you're never going to feel the way i do
you've pretty much told me i'm a whore
and that you don't want to fuck me again
frankly i could care less if i could just have your love
i was so sure before of how you felt but all it was,
was me lying to myself
you never loved me the way i loved you
or the way you said you did
so why would you ever
if after all that i've risked for you
how long i've stood behind you and up to you
why would you suddenly start?
if i keep holding on to you
all i'm going to get in the long run is a shattered heart
you're never going to get over her
you're never going to love just me
and love me the way i love you
i'm not fighting anymore
i'm not hoping anymore
because it's pointless
when you leave you'll have her
or you'll still love her
i've come to accept the fact there is no us
and there never was
Guthrie Memorial Teen Writer's Club
The Guthrie Memorial Library Round Table Writers, so named for the table in our meeting room, have been sharing ideas and stories since November, 2010. We have been visited by Hanover Poet Laureates past and present, and we welcome any opportunity to learn more about the art of writing.
I know this was a long journey for you, and I know your pain is real, but I'm celebrating your freedom. Be who you are and who you are meant to be; losing yourself for approval or acceptance never ends well.
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